So hard to wait!

It feels like everyone around me is pregnant or adopting! My fiancé and I have decided to start trying to conceive just after Christmas, and I know the timing makes sense for us and for him to feel ready, but I wish we could just start now! I had my birth control implant removed and we’re using condoms until December. I keep hoping he’ll get caught up in the moment and forget the condom or it will break... but I’d never trick him or not tell him I was ovulating. Doesn’t stop the longing though...