Too much.....

So I have been TTC for 7 years and for the last few months I have taken a step back and decided to concentrate on other things like moving house plus I had a mess up in my cycle where I missed 2 cycles and then bled for 3 months non stop! My doctor blamed it on being overweight! I was also scared to pregnant whilst I’m overweight as I have recently been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and would be a high risk pregnancy with a risk of preeclampsia!!

Well my periods have been normal for the last 2 months so I thought maybe the last few months was just my body’s way of telling me to take a break and now maybe it’s ready to start trying again! So I started tracking again, downloaded this app again and took opk’s and making a strong effort to lose weight!

I think I may have overdone it in the bedroom as now I have cystitis! I can’t stop peeing and I feel like I constantly need the loo! Don’t think I’ve had as much sex in 3 months as I have in the last week 😂

All I want is to be a mummy... and I wanna see the look on my husbands face when he holds his first born for the first time.... I wanna be a family! I want a little girl to call Olivia to honour her great nana who I loved with my all my heart!!! I’m almost 31 so I feel like I’m running out of time! Please wish me luck ladies and send me all the baby dust you possibly can! It’s my turn now and I can’t wait for it!!! ❤️❤️❤️