I hate my body.

I gained weight this last year in college. It really shows on my stomach and thighs and I hate it so much. I've been busy with my assignments and tests. Fast food is easier to eat than cooking and cleaning up for a couple of hours. I still fit into my clothes. Well some of them. But my stomach tries to poke out and I'm left only wearing a few baggy shirts and my boyfriends shirts. I'm so upset with how I let my body get. I wish it would just go away. It's such a struggle to get ready because I have to make sure whatever I wear doesn't show how huge my stomach is. I hate being like this. :/

I don't want advice. I know the changes I have to take. But I needed to rant because this really upsets me. I need to lose about 10 pounds and then maybe I'll be feel better about myself. But until then I guess I won't go shopping. Unless I want to start buying medium shirts now.