4/20 - CD 5

Not TTC related, but having a rough day. I literally had a breakdown in a fitting room today trying to find a pair of pants for a new job I start tomorrow. I haven't tried on new clothes in so long because I've been struggling with my weight. I started on a medication about two years ago that made me start gaining, and even when I was going to the gym 5 days a week, it was incredibly hard to get any of it off. Nervous about this job -- literally don't even know what I'm going to be doing. Should be interesting. 😩