Awful evap

So I took a pregnancy test today sadly it was negative 😔. When I went back to look at it, it was a false positive. I knew that but I couldn’t stop looking at it, being that was the first time seeing any pregnancy line. I was thinking this is the line I keep praying for, and how happy I WILL be when a real positive come across a test! My SO had a SA done so waiting on results 🤞🏽