im very hurt very bad


so yesterday I went for a second opinion and they told me I was having a miscarriage and I have to wait to get rid of a baby that I waited so long for and it's killing me right now and I feel alone going thru it I'm not sure which method I should do....should I let the baby pass on its own or meds or just do surgery???? any advice please I'll take it I'm not ready to say goodbye but I know I have to