I’m freaking out.. talk me through this!!

So what I thought was the start of my period was on 4/12 for 4 to 5 days I had very light spotting which I thought was weird my breasts are super tender but not really any other symptoms. But since I really didn’t have a period (and Im pretty regular) I decided to suck it up and take a test but I still don’t believe it call it shock or denial I don’t really know. I feel like it’s lying to me, normal? What do I do? My boyfriend is on call and got called out to work.