Seeking comfort

I’ve been hurt so many times and rejected by so many people, but I just have to keep pretending that I’m fine when I’m falling apart. I don’t want to ruin things with any of these people more than I already have so I pretend I’m okay because no one cares and no one wants to be friends with a person who’s always sad. Today I just got rejected again by a guy cause he cared about me too much as a friend, so I pretended everything was fine so we could keep that friendship but I’m really just so done with everything right now.

I want to give up.