i cheated on my husband

I cheated on my husband. I slept with someone else and gave oral. now all he will do with me is anal. he goes behind me and grabs me holds me and starts crying.. then puts it in my butt. he wants nothing to do with my vagina anymore or mouth. it's been a year.

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I don't know why everyone is thinking I posted this because I was complaining about it. I posted this because I felt bad and thought it was sad geez