Hello I am 32yrs have been w/ my husband for 9 yrs & married for 7 going on 8yrs.

The first time we had my miscarriage, was 4yrs ago & new we were expecting... then 2- 2 1/2 months in I lost our 1st baby girl. it was hard & 💔 even though we didn't see it... till this day it hurt.

Now last month on Wed. March 21st, 2018 @ around 9:30pm... I had my second miscarriage and I have to say this one was even more 💔 b/c we saw it & I just about lost it. worst part is we didn't even know we were expecting 😢. Due to us fighting & arguing a lot, I didn't pay too much attention to the pregnancy signs.

He wants to try again but I just don't want to go through that pain again. plus even with this loss he hasn't changed, we're still fighting & arguing... so I feel like I have too leave bc our marriage has become toxic in my opinion.