No help.. +exhaustion

I have no help at all from my so he went to 2 appointments only so far + baby boy I love being his mama and spending all day in the hospital with my aunt she had surgery I'm so tired baby boy is sleeping next to me in his crib (even if I did co sleep that's my decision...) and I'm about to fall asleep I don't know just lately I have felt so alone ... Whatever goodnight y'all me trying to talk to him isn't going to fix anything ugh frustrated