Self conscious

Okay I was giving my boyfriend head for the first time, weve never had sex were just beginning to get intimate and I thought I was doing an amazing job and out of no where his dick got soft lmfao has that ever happened to anyone, i literally wanted to crawl under the blankets and disappear. We cuddled after that and then I did it again but I’m sooooooo self concious now. I really thought I gave amazing head I was putting my best work in