rape took my virginity...

i was 15 and i never knew much about sex and really didn’t care much for it. There was this friend that would always bring me snacks so one day my sister was hungry and i told him to come over with sum snacks. It would be rude just to kick him out so he and I watched tv together. After 30 min he started to kiss me but i refused. Later on he kept kissing me and i told him to stop. That’s when he held me down on the floor and did things to me. I said no so many times but he kept going as if it was a big turn on for him. (My sister was asleep and i didn’t know what to do ) after that i fell into a deep depression, I hated myself and my body and i just wanted to end it. But now I’m 16, working out, eating healthy and trying on cute clothes that I’ve never see myself seeing in. I have a positive mindset and I LOVE being kind to others. 99% you see me, i will have a big smile on my face! I have very good friends and I love my family! just wanted to show my progress here :)