Taking this 4 yr break up one step at a time...

Things are... well, they just are.. and tonight is night #4 alone .. I really shouldn't have, knowing what kind of mood it would put me in, but i stopped and got a very big bottle of some sweet red wine... but i came home.. i looked in the mirror, and i told myself "you are beautiful girl! just look at you!" and i grabbed my phone and starting snapping some cute selfies, and then some naughty selfies.. and it has put me in the exact mood i want to be in!! I feel so EMPOWERED with this beautiful face and body! ANY man would love a chance with someone like me! forget the alcohol.. ill just eat a snack and take my butt to bed