Mixed emotions 🤨🤨👾

So I got offered a job to go teach English in China but my s/o wasn’t liking the idea of that. The job is a 1 year contract so that means I’d be away from my family & s/o for that long , i was really looking forward to going but just by looking at my s/o face-reaction backed me out. I feel like this is a one in a life time opportunity (flight,&housing; included in the contract) but unfortunately I made the decision of not accepting the offer. With that being said I told my s/o that I made the decision of staying here at home and he told me good because he was going to get me pregnant so I wouldn’t go 🙄🙄😲 lol smh