Goodbye Self-esteem

Amanda

So I hook up with this guy every now and again he's made it clear that's all he wants but tonight he almost seemed like he wasn't here like he wished I was someone else kinda killed my self-esteem I get this is temporary but still at least act like you want it but part of me wonders if he didn't want to hurt me tonight when I had surgery after I had my son my vagina sometimes hurts when I get fingered