I just need soneone to talk to

im torn down to million on piece start off saying i found out im pregnant a week ago we have been trying 7 months and finally got what we want, my boyfriend last night showed at (his cusins house they consitly agging it on he needs to be oit told me i should brought my kids thing is it 9-10 at night an having to drive 35 minutes away all alone when i have previous car truble) he was trying to make me making me look desperate running after him got to the point i reach out to all his family to see if things would get better witch his mom only cared and try to confort me, i just need someone to give me advice im getting so worked over i got other kids to think about then stress bout this.