I’m I the only one?

I’m 16 Weeks and 3 days and this week hasn’t been ideal. pregnancy wise everything good, I just feel like I’m myself all the time. Granite it’s only been this week, but the hubs has been on a work trip, so he’s not around and my close friends live and hour away and I don’t have any friends where I live. I know it’s mental, but I’m frustrated with hearing all the things I can’t do and also feel like since I’ve been pregnant I’m not as fun as I used to be. I feel like I don’t get invited places anymore and now that I’m pregnant I should focus on this.

I don’t have the “I’m so excited to be pregnant” feelings, I’m still processing what’s happening and I sometimes I have to fake it when people do the whole “OMG you’re pregnant!” My emotions go up and down on this all the time.

I’m having a hard time adjusting to this new lifestyle and realizing that things are changing and are gonna change.

I think the worst part is when I tried to express this to my husband I felt like I was getting scolded and that I can make friends out here if I wants too. Not really what I was looking to hear. Mainly just wanted to vent, plus I’m not exactly wanting to make a new friend in this state of mind. Wondering if there are others who feel the same?