I'm so sick of all the shit I have to deal with! My stepmother is overcontrolling and often treats me like a nuisance, despite being so friendly to my older stepsiblings. My father drinks too much. I'm moving away from my boyfriend, the only one who I feel loves me, the only one I love, the reason I'm still alive and the main reason I keep going, for potentially 9 months. There's still about a year left until I turn 18 and can move out. I struggle with depression and a bit of anxiety. I don't have many friends. I cry so much, like I am now. I'm so sick of everything! 😭😭