getting bigger and bigger....

i hate hate hate hate the idea that im gonna be huge and round and ugh 😭 i dont like myself as it is. i struggle with clothes before being pregnant. im a uk 12 but with no figure and im not exactly tall but too tall for petite clothes. sometimes i need a 14 and its baggy in places. i never find nice clothes yet sam can go and buy 15 tops out of primark for less than £20!!! annoys me.... will i feel lile this all thw time or is here anything to help me feel comfortable with the changes or am i just gonna cry all the way that the top that was really nice is a damn crop top