Breastfeeding Mentality Question

ok, this may sound weird but it's something I'm worried I'll have issues with one day (not pregnant yet) when I try to breastfeed. Has anyone ever had difficulty with the idea of breastfeeding? I've always seen my breasts as a sexual thing and their one of my main turn ons in the bedroom, so I'm worried I'll have a hard time breastfeeding because it could turn me on and that would be horrifying! Is this a fear of anyone else? Is your brain able to bounce back and forth between a bonding experience and way to feed your child and a way to have fun with your husband?