Okay so...I’m a virgin. I’ve never even had an orgasm.

I’ve been with my boyfriend for quite awhile now and we’ve been “frisky” for quite awhile as well.

We dirty talk, Ive given him some head action and he’s given me some finger action.

Only problem is, it hasn’t really gotten farther than that, because we’re high schoolers and we’re worried about our parents walking in on us yaknow? So I always cut it off before i get to “EXPLODE”

Well.

Today he ate me out for the first time. It was okay. It was his first time and he followed directions pretty well, but again, I cut it short.

I don’t know WHY WE FELT LIKE THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA.

But after I cut him short we waited awhile (5 minutes? Tops?) then got back into the mood..

And tried jumping right into sex.

Let’s just say he’s gifted in both the length and width region.

And let’s also say he couldn’t even get it in without me telling him to stop.

And lastly, let’s say...I got home and found out that there is literally a CUT ON MY VAGINA from where he ripped it.

I know what you gonna say...

“You didn’t spend enough time on foreplay”

but honestly i’m scared that it won’t fit IN GENERAL without hurting me..

so..

help? i need professional input/advice.

Thank u have a beautiful time.