A little frustrated bc I’m so impatient lol

I called to make my first ob appointment yesterday and after giving her the first day of my last cycle the woman on the phone was like “ okay so we usually want to see you between 6-8 weeks” I’m thinking cool no problem I’m already 9 weeks pregnant should be soon, then she gives me an apt that would put me at 12 weeks the first time I would get to see this baby /:

needless to say I was bummed but it was what it was 🤷🏻‍♀️ cut to my shower that evening and it hits me like bricks the date that I gave her for my last cycle is NOT even close to the right date! So they have me at barely 4 weeks pregnant 🤦🏻‍♀️

I don’t know how I pulled that other number out of my butt but now I have to call again and HOPEFULLY I’ll be able to get a sooner appointment!

I know it’s not a major inconvenience but I was so heart broken when I thought I wouldn’t be seeing this baby for that long bc I forced myself to wait this long to make the appointment in the first place!

I guess we’ll see.

*EDIT*: I think I’m just anxious bc at 9 weeks we found out my daughter was a TRAP twin, which just means a twin who pumps all the other twins blood for them (the other twin didn’t have a heart). I just want to know everything is okay but I’m going to try and not worry so much.