feeling alone 😞

honestly feeling alone in this pregnancy... my last pregnancy I went through it all by myself with arguments and everything with the father.... he chose to be with my best friend instead of with me after he found out I was 13 weeks pregnant. now I have a handsome son who means the world to me and finely thought I found the right guy but honestly I haven't.... this is my second pregnancy with another boy and I'm all alone once again he left me for a 18yr old who wasn't as he called me (Fat and Ugly) he packed his things an left while I was having contractions, laying on the floor screaming and crying while my son was in the bedroom sleeping, he has nothing to do with me an said he hopes I lose the boy or to have fun with an adoption.