it's been a year in August and the past couple months have been hell. I have been trying to portend that it doesn't still hurt. even though I never wanted the child because I was raped. I still had ppd (post pardem depression) then after the ppd I had baby fever. and my boyfriend and I have been trying and trying and even when we weren't we were (if that makes sense) and I can't seem to get pregnant what so ever anyone else have that problem? and the moment we thought we were his first response was we can't have a kid were not ready and he was wanting me to get an abortion. Someone please help...