f*ck racism osrs

to start off, ive had it hella hard. my dad was a drunk and beat my mom, i was raped by my mother’s boyfriend at nine, my new step father is emotionally and mentally abusive to all three of my sister and my mother, so all i ever wanted was somebody to love me. in middle school i “dated” boys all the time. one done, next!! by eighth grade, i figured out that a boy would hold you if you gave them what they wanted. sex. you’d guess what i became at such a young age. but around summer time just before high school i met a boy. i thought of him to be another guy id blow then he wouldnt need me anymore.. but i was wrong. this boy loved me for who i was and what i got through and am still going through. he was my happiness. we snuck around and hung out till the sun came up. we were inseparable. but the thing that ruined us was something neither of us could control. his skin color. my mom and step father are the most racist beings on the planet. when they found out i was dating a black guy, they threatened his and my life. my step dad said he would beat him to death or shoot him on sight if he had the chance. he called me a whore, slut, bitch, cunt, n***er lover, chocolate sucker, anything you could think of. i got everything i had taken from me. my phone, tv, door, privacy. we tried to sneak around still, secret phone calls and such, until the first day of school, but we got caught again and again. the names got worse and worse. some things i dont want to repeat.

a year later and we are still together. secretly of course. he is my whole heart and soul. giving him up because of some issues my parents have would be a crime. i wanted to say all of this because i know some of you have the same issues. no matter the color of your skin.. love is fucking love. if they make you happy, stay happy.