so....this is going to be a long story but i think i need help form some strangers that don’t know me. I’m currently suffering from depression and severe anxiety. My parents don’t belive in mental illness so i can’t go to them and talk about how i’m feeling. i’ve recently come to the conclusion that im bisexual, unfortunately, my parents are very homophobic. I’m not yet 18 so I can’t leave home. I’m having a hard time being with them because they emotionally abuse me to a point where i cry every night and ask god to kill me. I’ve tried to commit suicide and i failed. i don’t know what do do anymore. i want to live but it’s just so hard for me. if anyone can help please let me know