Not ready 😭

Brenda • 21🤙🏼 Living life to the fullest 💃🏻✨! Doing nails is my thing 💅🏼

We’re about to be 4yrs and he asked me to marry him before he left to basic training but we haven’t got married because he want the whole big thing which is plan for next yr after he comes from his 9 month deployment... I’m excited to plan our wedding but not for when he leaves for 9 months he leaves this month already . And I can’t imagen all the nights I will be crying 😭