Hormones suck.

This is my princess, I’m currently 8 weeks pregnant with my second. This pregnancy is different. A lot different actually. A lot of guilt. What if I don’t love this baby like I love my first. I know it’ll be a different kind of love because nothing can replace the love I have for my first baby. What if I pay more attention to this baby than I do my little girl. I have no doubt in my mind that this baby will be perfect like my first one, I want this baby. This little girl made me a mommy though. What if I didn’t give myself enough time for her to be my only baby. I may sound ridiculous, and I know my hormones are crazy. Just had to vent what’s on my mind.