I think my fiancé will never grow up

My fiance has been looking at these ridiculously jacked up trucks. We have a large family together-so I “have” to drive a mini van. Which is cool. I understand that we need a vehicle big enough for our family. He basically shoved the mini van down my throat when

” I “bought it.

I told him I thought the jacked up truck and big wheels were too much and a very expensive upkeep. We needed to put money into more important places right now.

He didn’t listen. I got tired of the battle. Soo last night was we drove seven hours there and back. The truck bounced so much, I was like this Effin truck is going to be the cause of my miscarriage. I’m expecting and we had two toddlers to put in car seats. I had to climb into truck one knee at a time.

We finally made it home at 3:30 am. INSANE!

I tell him how much I hate the truck. I just don’t get it. I feel like he’s does stuff for attention. Not just from younger girls but everyone? Like he wants to show off. I seriously think he needs to grow up and act like a man when it comes to stuff. I feel like it’s just an attention grabber? He’s one inch shorter than me. We are both 30? How does this make sense for our family?

He said to me just because I have kids and I’m with you doesn’t Mean my life is over???

Then he had the nerve to ask me to put on a bikini and clean it for him? I guess like the girls in the you tubes he watches with guys and their big trucks?? I just feel

Like what his friends say. His own lil p**y gettah !!

I don’t know but wth folks!!! I feel like I’m with a sixteen ur old sometimes I swear to god!