Itching to take a test!

5 days until my expected period AND IM GOING CRAZY lol I want to take a test but I know it’ll probably come out negative because it’s too early still.. My husband and I lost 1 baby (didn’t even know I was pregnant conceived right I got the ok to be sexually active again after birth of our first) which I think my body was still healing is why we lost that one (late June of 2017) then we had to terminate the next pregnancy due to ectopic pregnancy (December 2017) and me being anemic the doctor highly suggested it... and we are trying for our next rainbow baby! Using Pre Seed and all! Conceived our first by pre seed with only a few times of use!! Hoping the same fast positive out come again! Baby dust needed my way 😩🤞🏼 we’ve been trying ever since January of this year