Obsessed with pregnancy test 😩

For the past 5 months I’ve been TTC and i have to say it’s been pretty much a depressing thing to me because i have a daughter that’s about to be 5 and i really don’t want my children to be far apart . My fiancé really wants a kid and I’m trying so hard . I’ve taken about 5 pregnancy test a month and each time it hurts more . Took the first one of may yesterday for it to be negative , i need a hug .