angry af!!

So everything around me just like piss me off. I can't win for lose. Basically just chilled out a few minutes ago to im storming out mad crazy. I swear i just lost a puppy the way im yelling. Now totally went bananas on my mom. Thinking to myself I made a complete fool of myself for nothing. Just sitting here trying to stay calm. I mean do i really need a chaperone every time I lose my cray cray. Yoo!!! i just want to stay calm for the rest of my life without getting angry.Im this close to smoking weed again but im not. Ughhh!!!! Im done.