No Sign

Well my best friend has been in boot camp for 10 and a half weeks, and I haven't heard anything from him. Boot camp is over in 2 and a half weeks.

He promised to write me, we weren't dating because he doesn't wanna mix relationships and the military which I understand. But before he left he told me he had feelings for me, he kissed me, held my hand he even called me babe a few times. He told me he thought of me while doing is PT stuff and that helped him.

At first I understood and was like okay he is busy and can't write to everyone. And I had just moved before he left for boot camp and my mail wasn't coming to my new place. Well I checked and nothing was at the old place and I know I gave him the right address. One of his friends gave me his address but I don't know if it was right. I wrote to him, I was super excited to see him and hug him and stuff when he got home. But now I am just confused.

Is this how he is friends zoning me? like that's fine I dont mind being a friend, his friendship is so important too me. But I just don't understand, he promised. I don't know if I can be excited when he comes home. Idk anything, I am just super sad about it all. I dont know where we stand or how i can act or anything.

I want to write him again but I am worried he wont get it or will get it and just be annoyed with me writing him. Or I am worried he is jusy gonna ignore me.

I feel really alone I miss my best friend. Idk what to do.