Seeking attention somewhere else?

Sooo first of all I’m 27yrs old and I’ve been with my husband for 8yrs married for 6yrs. We have 2 beautiful girls together my youngest is 5months old. Honestly y’all he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He is an amazing father and even more amazing husband. He is thoughtful and considerate. He’s always doing little things that show me how much he loves me and that he thinks about me all day. But he’s become distant lately and it’s put a strain on us. Sex has become a chore and all about him. And I just had a baby so I’m feeling unattractive and fat. I’ve tried talking to him and he says he sees it too and understands but doesn’t do anything to change. So I got a bit scared and desperate for attention (I did something I regret) I started chatting to other guys on an anonymous chat. It was usually innocent but sometimes it got a bit sexual. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I stopped after they wanted to call and text me. I’ve come clean and told my husband Everything. He was upset but understanding. He’s too good for me 😞 I feel like he deserves someone better. After we talked he confessed that it’s money issues that have him so distant. He sees the sacrifices I make to save money as it is and didn’t want me getting all extreme trying to pinch pennies. We’re not exactly back to normal but we’re working on it.

I don’t have any friends or anything so I just wanted to vent and share what I horrible wife I am 😣