To Drink or Not to Drink 🍸

I know. Just google it. But I feel like my situation is a little different. Okay not much but a little. This was our first month trying Pre-Seed and we loved it. We had a lot of sex during my fertile window. My fertile window ends the day tomorrow. The day I leave for vacation. I’m going on vacation for my little sisters 21st birthday. And of course they will be drinking. None of her friends or my family are big drinkers. I haven’t drank in over a year. But I’m not sure if I should let loose and have fun. I haven’t gone out to have fun in over a year either with friends since I’m on the other side of the country and I have a hard time socializing so I don’t have any friends in my new town. The question is should I worry if I have a drink or two, of course I won’t be binge drinking but might have a mojito pool side or a wine at the bar or something. Maybe just one or two drinks over the course of 4 days. I just don’t want to blame myself if I end up not being pregnant or feel bad that I drank if I do.