Crazy weird triangle. You’ll want to read

Soooo, it started with boys. Cliché, ikr. Well, I was part of a friend group with three guys. Well, I liked one of them which we’ll call A. I liked him for 7 years. Well, it never went anywhere. Well, the I started to know our other two friends B and R. Well, I started talking to B more. We were always joking around in our classes together. We started texting on Xbox. Then talking in a party on Xbox and then hung out after school etc. We started to have a unofficial thing. Well, I also started to like R. Both of them liked me and I knew it I asked B out. Well, he said he need to talk to A for permission. I was like hell nah. This is your choice not his. So I had R out. I know that’s not a good reason to ask someone out. But it was in the moment. Well, R was like yes. And I dated him for about a month. I broke up with him cause we started dating way too soon. We should’ve waited a year or so. But yeah so now we’re in November 2016. A and R were still mad at me. And I’m January 2017 I started dating B. And then when B and I were at about 7 months. I started to like R. I told him and B. R said he liked me too. B was hurt obviously. But then R told me he didn’t actually like me. That he was just playing with my feelings. He said and I quote “A and I were mad at you and I felt like you needed to be hurt” A few months go by. He tells me he actually did like me and that he just needed to hurt me but he liked me. I’m like mhm bye bitch. But we ended being friends again. R and I got into another fight that I legit don’t even remember happening. So he blocked me on like everything. So I started to texted him back on instagram and he kept just reading my messages and when he finally responded all he said was “what the fuck do you want”. And I was like that’s it. I’m blocking him on everything. I said to him first “fine you want me out of your life. You’ll regret it and come crawling back like always but I won’t be there waiting “ and just blocked him. So yeah. And I also blocked A. Cause A was also not talking to me for no reason at all. But whatever I don’t need that negativity bringing me down.

But tbh. I’m almost happy about it cause like R and A always get mad at me and stop talking to me then start talking to me like everything’s fine. Soo I don’t need that negativity. But it’s also helped me get back into writing. I’ve written so many poems since so thanks guy. Btw I just shared this story to get reactions. Oh and b and I have been together for about 1 year and 5 months