I hate putting things inside myself, since I’m a trans boy, but I have such a hard time getting off.. I had a very abusive relationship, he basically destroyed all the nerves down there, vibrators do nothing for me, even on the clit.. sometimes masturbatig with my girlfriend helps, hearing her moan for me, but she’s not always around or able to help.. I’ve been wanting to get a prosthetic penis for masturbation but I can’t start Testosterone, and all the prosthetics are meant for enlarged clits from T.

I’m at a loss, and it’s driving me crazy.. I just end up curling up and crying.. I’m trying so hard to accept myself, GF is always calling me baby boy and he and stuff, and how the body and having or not having a penis doesn’t matter.. I just need some tips on getting off..