I’ve been separated from my BD for 5 months after he choose to leave me when I was 8 months pregnant for another girl. After my baby was born I wiped my tears and got my stuff and kids stuff and left to another city. Got a job started school thank the lord I Graduate in dec prays the lord very great full with our creator. But then he starts coming around and disturbs the peace I had accomplished. Saying that he wants to be here but doesn’t and wants to be with her but then doesn’t. He then says he’s in love with her and me? Okay? And then says I want no one to have you, your mine. He flipped what I had started to accomplish with those comments. I dream with a man loving me treating me like a queen and love me for who I AM! Nothing else. I think I deserve it I’ve been hurt bad... by the one person I loved and trusted. He blames me for not showing love. But I also needed love for a long time and he failed to show it. To the point where idk I’ve forgotten how it feels to be loved and wanted. I cry every time I think of the love I need to feel from someone. Will I ever find that person that will love me deeply and care for me?