Please dont kink shame me

so im ashamed of my biggest kinks and im not sure what you might call it...but i cant stand to keep this on my chest any more and i don't really know any other way to put it but the only way i can place it is almost like beastiality and no i would never ever touch a animal like that but its more like i enjoy acting like a bitch in heat or even like some feral animal....i dont like leather puppies because of the leather but ive been like this even before it was sexual like as a small child i would go around acting like a animal and for a while when i learned about furries i labeled it as being a furry but now i dont think so im so ashamed of it and myself i dont Know why i like it so much

Edit: Hey thanks for informing me! i thought i was so weird and after some research into it i have to say you guys are right!:) so i guess i learned somthin new about myself. I discussed it with my boyfriend and he has nothing against it :3 now just to decide what animal i am to take the roll of. Anyway thank you all again