Did I lose my anal virginity?

So I was getting freaky w this guy I’m currently seeing and he wanted to shove his dick up my ass... so he did. The first time he tried slow he could only get the tip in. The second time he literally thrusted it in. Now idk if the whole thing went in or what but that shit HURRRRTTTTTTT he pumped once and I was like

That shit hurt so much I immediately screamed like a bitch and he freaked out and jumped and I was rolled up in a ball crying so much from the PAIN! But yeah idk if his whole dick went in or not, judging from the pain it prob did but even if he just pumped in once does that mean I finally lost my anal virginity?