super stressed

me and my husband when we met both agreed we wanted another baby as we both have a girl from previous relationships, we agreed first we would wait till we were married, once married he made me wait till my implant ran out, he keeps saying he wants another and if I told him I was pregnant he would be happy but he also says it's not the right time we are not financially stable enough! I don't know how much more of it I can take I see bumps and babies everywhere and it's starting to really get me down!