☆☆☆KNOW UR WORTH☆☆☆

I KNOW ITS HARD TO GET AWAY, SOMETIMES SUICIDE BECOMES A THOUGHT...U GET SCARED U DONT WANT TO TURN TO ANYONE CAUSE U DONT WANT PEOPLE JUDGING U OR U THINK U LOVE THE PERSON AND JUST MAYBE THEY'LL CHANGE...

WELL THE THING IS, 98.9% OF THE TIME THEY WON'T...IF U WANT CHANGE BE STRONG AND U MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AND GET URSELF OUT...CAUSE THE DEVIL BEHIND THE PERSON SAYING I LOVE U IM SORRY I WONT DO IT AGAIN IS A ***LIE***....

GROWING UP AS A LITTLE GIRL I WOULD SEE MY MOM GO THROUGH THAT..I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE PROTECTOR OF MY FAMILY...SO ONE DAY I HEARD A SCREAM OF FEAR WHICH I NEVER HEARD BEFORE...I RAN TO HER ROOM AND SHE LOOKED LIKE JECKLE AND HYDE...I BARELY RECOGNIZED HER...BLOOD WAS EVERYWHERE, I RAN AND GOT TOWELS TO CLEAN HER UP AND GRABBED A KNIFE AND PROTECTED HER FROM THIS B****.....SHE PUT ME OUT THE NEXT DAY SAID SHE LOVED HIM..MIND YOU I WASNT EVEN A TEENAGER...WELL THEN MUCH MORE HAPPEND BETWEEN THE YEARS I GREW UP BEING A FIGHTER OVER PROTECTIVE NO NONSENSE PERSON...UNTIL I WAS IN A ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP OF MY OWN...I WAS IN THE MINDSET THAT I COULDNT ABUSE SOMEONE I LOVED..SO EACH BEATING..FROM BEING STABBED TO ALMOST SHOT IN THE FACE..I STARTED FIGHTING BACK AGAIN..CAUSE NO ONE WASNT EVER GONNA PUT ME THROUGH WHAT I SEEN MY MOM GO THROUGH...SO I LEFT...AND STARTED A NEW LIFE AND GOT HEALTHY FOR ME...YEAH THE DEPRESSION WAS CRAZY..THE FLASHBACKS STILL COME AND GO...BUT MY LIFE...I STILL HAVE IT...I GET TO SEE THE NEXT DAY..AND CAN CHANGE MY FUTURE..AND THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME STRENGTH AN LETTING ME KNOW THAT IM A WOMAN..A STRONG ONE AT THAT...AND IM WORTH MORE THEN MONEY CAN BUY AND NO DEAD BEAT WILL EVER TAKE THAT FROM ME...

SO REMEMBER THAT LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS...DONT CONTINUE TO PUT UP WITH THE PAIN...DONT ALLOW THEM TO FEED U THE FAIRYTALES..CAUSE THERE ARE PLENTY OF MEN THAT WILL TAKE CARE OF U WAY BETTER...JUST PRAY..

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME

...ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD...

PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID TO MSG ME AND ASK QUESTIONS...I CAN BE JUST AN EAR IF U NEED THAT...NO JUDGEMENT WHAT SO EVER...I SKIPPED A FEW INCIDENTS SO IF U WANT TO KNOW MORE AND KNOW THAT IVE BEEN THROUGH HE DOUBLE L AND BACK I HAVE NO PROBLEM TELLING U MY STORY...

STAY STRONG AND KNOW UR NEVER ALONE...