Soo today is my first day home

With my second newborn baby. My first one is 20 months old and doesnt really seem to be happy . I felt like crying i felt upset to see her even say bye mommy when she went to see me at the hospital.. today a couple of minutes ago she seen me holding her little brother and she started crying like never before, her dad took her to a different room and all you could hear is mommy mommy 😩😩... he brings her back i layed in the couch with her and let my husband take care of the baby boy, she hears him cry and looks at me , i didnt move and she went back to sleep and hugged me .. I felt so horrible, i love them both so much that i feel like she thinks i have forgotten about her ..