Im honestly so upset

So I found out my “boyfriend” is married. I immediately cut all ties with him, told him to never contact me again, and blocked his number. I found out when I saw his Facebook profile and confronted him about it and he explained to me why. He married for a specific reason but he wasnt Happy and was leaving her soon. Right away I felt hurt and disgusted in myself. He was acting weird for the last 2-3 months we were together. Being super depressed, always threw his problems on me and I tried my best to help but this motherfucker had the balls to tell me I wasn’t enough. Anyways he caused a lot of stress and anxiety to my life becuase i didn’t know what to do anymore but when I found out about his marriage that’s when I knew I had to end things. I’m basically just venting here, probably being annoying but guys it really really sucked and I saw myself marrying him and having his kids because this was the type of shit we spoke about in the beginning. I can’t believe I fell for his manipulative ways 😔