ugh the feels.

Most of the time I feel terrified. I feel like when I tell someone I'm pregnant I'm giving them bad news, since the other 3 times it wound up being a loss. Will I ever feel excited? How do I even get through each day? How do I stay positive when my body (by creating anxiety) is telling me to be scared? So far all hcg levels are great, but all I can think about is this. So hard to focus on work, on life. It's paralyzing at times. Other times I'm feeling hormonal and exhausted. Only 5 weeks so far in. Do you get to a point it gets easier?