Absolutely Heartbroken

My husband got his semen analysis results today. His counts are great. Shape of the sperm looks great. BUT he has low motility. 😭 As far as I have read, the only way to conceive if that’s the case is IUI. And with me being 38 yrs old the chances of that working is on the lower end. So I called the insurance company and they cover ZERO of IUI. Which means we will not be able to conceive. There is no way we can afford this without insurance. It was skeptical if we could afford it with insurance. I am absolutely heartbroken. I intentionally was extremely careful to not get pregnant before marriage. I waited and waited for the right man after some abusive relationships. I just got married in September and now I find out that the one thing I have always wanted probably won’t happen. He is so upset and I am devastated. We will find out more when we go to the Dr on the 7th. But it’s not looking good. Life is so unfair. *currently depressed and balling my eyes out with a broken heart*