I need to make a decision by this evening

I’m in panic mode and the sadness is starting to sink in.

My SO and I have one babe together and both have one from a previous.

So together we have 3 children.

Well we had a little oopsie one evening and I ended up pregnant.

Here is the toss up. My SO is a hard worker he works basically 7 days a week so as it is I basically raise the kids and he works. We don’t see him much. Well he thinks 4 kids is a lot and the 3 is plenty. I kind of agreed which I know is sad because I don’t want to lose my mind taking care of 4 most of the time but my 3 all the time.

I know I will be judged but I am scheduled to have an abortion later and really having second thoughts.

Mine and his relationship is really rocky right now. We have been talking about splitting.

So bringing another child in only seems to be a little more complicating not to mention I don’t want. A baby going from house to house.

So all advice is needed 🤰🏻🙏🏼thank you