3 months in

So I know we haven’t been trying nearly as long as some of you out there. But I guess I just wanted to let out a little of what I’m feeling. I’m a big baby. Like, emotionally. I cry for a lot of things that get to me. I’ll cry at the animal shelter commercials, I’ll cry at the passings of someone’s family or relative and I wouldn’t even know the person at all, I’ll cry at the little cards my daughter makes for me. I cried every time my parents argued. I’ll cry at every love movie, I’ll cry at every YouTube marriage proposal/wedding/gender reveal/baby sonogram. I cry at too much probably. But today, it’s because I took a test and it was negative. After bd around o time, feeling weird cramps, and thinking this is it, it was negative. I threw the test away and started cleaning the house and thinking of my husband as he just so happen to call at the time, I silently broke down and tried to sound like I was fine. Guess I played it off well enough for him not to notice. This sucks. Praying for the best for us all. ❤️