WhAt is love?? (Baby don’t hurt meee...)

Well it appears that I’m in love. Shit. I like this guy like I’ve never liked anyone before. I’m in my early-ish teens, and it’s a rough time. We communicate really well about essentially everything, we both have strong feelings for each other, and we’re quite compatible. But.... we’re both going to different schools next year, and we don’t know what to do. We want a relationship, but we’ve also realized that this would be difficult once school ends when we live 40 minutes away from each other. I’m also going to a boarding school next year a couple states away. We’ve kissed and stuff, but we have to keep it all on the down low because all 23 other kids in our grade would freak the fuck out if they found out that we had a relationship. That would be incredibly shitty. So, unfortunately, the extent of our affectionate actions is texting, holding hands when nobody can see, cuddling when possible (but leavin room for jesus because even that’s too obvious), and we’ll kiss once in a blue moon if the circumstances allow it. We can pass off a lot of it as being best friends, but at our age and our school people will question anything that might even slightly suggest that we’re into each other. All we want to do is be together but it seems impossible. hELp